Ah ma
you meant the world to me
always has and always will be
but the day you left
you took away my sunshine
you took away part of my dream
you took away bits and pieces of my heart
I really miss you

it's 2 months now ever since you left
but I still can't find the courage to look at the pictures from your funeral
I'm just not brave enough
I can't bear to see you leave me
I really want you back
I miss you smile
I miss your voice
I miss everything about you
why didn't you wait for me to go home ?
I felt so abandon

please give me the courage to face the future
a future without you
help me be brave and make you proud

I ask the Lord everyday day,
to take care of you while you are with Him
and I know He will
because He loves you too ♥

sorry no more last chance for you
I know you are trying to win him back
but I can tell you
that it is NO USE !
because me and him have had enough of your disgusting attitude
he dislikes you just as much as me
so stop all your acting
and stop trying to fake being nice to him
can't you see that he doesn't even really want to talk to you anymore ?
that is because
we can see through you, see the real you
and we don't like FAKE people such as you !

but if you don't mind continuing your fake acts
then we could at least treat you as our entertainment,
(OH THE PATHETIC-NESS !)
that would be fun to watch

I've tried and tried being nice to you
but you just trample on my kindness
and on my hope of being friends with you
so now I totally give up on you
so unless you kneel down and beg me
I will never forgive you

lalalalas ~
gonna dye my hair red in preparation for Chinese New Year !
IMMA EXCITED SIA !
can't wait ! can't wait !
it's gonna be FUN !

To that very petty someone:

I really don't understand you
you are the one who send me a message in my Facebook
it sounded like you finally come out of your shell and stop being so petty
you say you don't want to be my enemy
yet, all your actions point towards the opposite direction

I replied your message politely and nicely
I even said that we can start all over again
I really thought that we can start a new and be friends again
but somehow
you still continue to be your disgusting self
you say you didn't provoke me
but you provoke him
no wonder he hates you so much

I really really don't get it
I've even forgave you for the troubles you brought upon me and him
but why can't you just put all the hatred down ?
I've put in down already, but why can't you ?
is your heart really that small ?
or perhaps it is.

I don't hate you
I just dislike your attitude
your selfishness,
your fakeness,
your lack of independence,
your pettiness,
and your useless
because of those attitude of yours
you have gotten so many people into trouble
you have made your parents worry so much for you
and
you have made others suffer because of your incompetence

In the past,
ever since we quarreled,
I've tried to talk politely to you
try my best to be nice to you
but you still hold on to the grudge you had towards me
why is your attitude like that ?
I really wish the world whole can see your true colours
see your true attitude
and not that fake face you wear everyday

me and him,
we've decided to give you one more chance
BUT
if you continue to be like this,
then I rather wish that you will disappear from our lives
we don't wanna see you ever again .

went to xiao mi's house the other day
and we did what we love most
BAKING !

(my gingerbread cookies)

then xiao mi wanted something chocolaty
we modified the ingredients and made chocolate cookies instead
too bad I forgot to take pictures of it
but I think xiao mi took some
what till she uploads it in Facebook
lalalas ~

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LOL !
daddy bought for an iphone4 for himself
hahahaha
he was so excited about it because he can now skype me wherever he goes
sibeh cute lo my daddy

now
daddy, mummy, brother, me and bibi
each has an iphone
sibeh weird but fun cause we can Whatsapp !
HAHAHAHAHA !!
but we'll have to teach mummy how to use it first !
hahahahaha !

lalalals ~
since I'm so free
I shall begin to blog about the things I have forgot to write blog

First, I wanna thank my friend Stella
for giving me these cute lollipops that she bought from Paris
super cute till I 'bu she de' eat
hahahaha !





and secondly,
my Avril Lavigne perfume
but I still prefer Gucci Flora
which will bve my next target
hehehe !!





my DKNY purse I got from Manchester





and of course my iphone4 !
but 16G just isn't enough for me
maybe I should get 32g like what mummy suggested
hmm..





I thank the Lord for blessing me in 2011
and pray that He continues to bless me in the days ahead .

WAHAHAHAHA !!
I finally handed up my assignment
and
and
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I BOUGHT MY IPHONE4 ALREADY !
thanks daddy & mummy
IMMA LOVE U GUYS !
lalalalals ~

imma happy girl . ♥

幸福的滋味，环绕在我身边
♥

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randomly ..


was going through my pictures and found this screen shot
LOL !

WAHAHAHAHA !!
I must must must finish my assignment as soon as possible
because
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hehehes..


oh I can't wait for tomorrow !
IMMA SO EXCITED !
and why am I excited ?
hahahaha !!
I'm not telling you people until tomorrow !

so wait bah ~

I wanna buy a Lomo Camera..
lalalalas ~

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

going back to church makes me feel as though
I have been so far away from God in the past
and it is time for me to draw closer to Him again
♥


สรรเสริญพระเยซู .

IMMA dye my hair purplish red ?
hmm..
or redish purple ?
what difference does it make ?
=x

anyways !
iphone4's price went up to 510pounds
like ZOMFG !!
but daddy and mummy ask me to buy anyways
I'm glad I have such supporting parents !
♥
so I'm just waiting for baby to send me the iphone4 cases
WOO LA LA !!
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skyped with baby's parents today
I told bi's dad I'm not going back for CNY
then he damn cute
he said : "nvm la, during CNY I on skype with you, and you can celebrate with us,
then you can feel the CNY mood too"
LOL !!

ok ! that's all for today
Last but not least,
IMMA ❤ my bibi

school has started..
WOO LA LA ~
and Chinese New Year is approaching
eeeks.. !!
and I haven't done my CNY shopping yet !
lalalalals ~
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IMMA in ♥ !

bi's mum asked us to get engaged after we finish our studies
LOL !!

read another post in Facebook
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爱情有四个阶段，熬过去就会永远在一起。

听说爱情有四个阶段，熬过去就会永远在一起。

有位心理学家曾写道，一个成熟称得上真爱的恋情必须经过四个阶段，

那就是：共存 　　反依赖 　　独立 　　共生

之间转换所需的时间不一定，因人而易。

第一个阶段：共存。

这是热恋时期，不论何时何地总希望能腻在一起。

第二个阶段：反依赖。

等情感稳定，一方想多一点时间做自己想做的事，这时另一方就会感到被冷落。

第三个阶段：独立。

这是第二个阶段的延续，要求更多独立自主的时间。

第四个阶段：共生。

这时新的相处之道成形，你们已经成为最亲密的人。

你们在一起相互扶持、一起开创属于你们人生。

你们在一起不会互相牵绊，而会互相成长。他（她）就像是你的亲人。

但是，好多人都通不过第二或第三阶段，选择分手。

其实很多事只要好好沟通就会没事，可是想太多和任性就是无法避免。

世界上遇到唯一的你多么不容易，能不能不要轻言放弃。

你发现了吗？

你们本没有相同之处，外表不相像，性格也是南辕北辙，

但是相爱然后在一起，日复一日，年复一年，你会惊讶你的眼睛竟有点像他的眼睛。

他的微笑竟也有点像你的微笑。

你们走路的步伐变得相似。你们说话的语气也愈来愈像。

你们爱喝同一杯饮料。你们的口头禅变得一样。

你们总能猜到对方下一句话是什么。原来我们会变成我们所爱的人。

你在不知不觉中让他改掉了他爱皱眉的坏习惯。

这个改变，或许连他自己也不曾察觉。

他在不知不觉中让你变得做事不再马马虎虎。

你差点认不出自己。

会在不知不觉中逐渐变成对方理想中的人，这种改变，绝对不是刻意的。

两个人相处时间越久，气质也越相近，有一天，你惊讶地发现，这样的你们多么默契。

或许再也遇不到这样的感情。

深深爱着一个人的时候，你原来真的会一点一点失去自己，可是为什么你还会觉得快乐呢。

大概是因为你在失去的同时，也赚了，你把他的气质和他的微笑都赚回来了。

朋友，你们走到哪个阶段了？

世界上遇到唯一的你多么不容易，能不能不要轻言放弃。

能不能一直走下去。请不要说下辈子，我多怕下辈子再遇不到你。

所以就这辈子，就让我们一直在一起走下去。

PI POO PI POO !!
daddy is gonna buy me an iphone 4 !
thank you daddy !!
love you much much ~
IMMA ♥

I'm not going to wait for the white iphone4 anymore
so I'll just get the black one instead
lalalalalas ~

the Lord has been good to me
so has my family, my love, and my friends
what more can I ever ask ?

maybe, perhaps for my grandma to come back to me ?

my deepest regret in my life
is not saying goodbye to her when she left us
I didn't even get the chance to hold her hand and look at her for the very last time
but I know she is with Him now,
in a better place, and He will take care of her
mama, rest in peace
I will always love you
no matter where I go
what I do

bearing that in mind,
I start my new year by loving those who loved me
and ignoring those who hate me
and repaying those who are kind to me
I'm starting to ♥ 2011 ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SIAO PO BFF TZER YNG !!
♥ YOU LA !!

I just want to say, Happy Birthday
To you, my dear, dear friend
You have always been there for me
And our friendship will never end

May this day be blessed and full of joy for you !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
♥ muackz ♥

someone shared a post in Facebook
I find it very true
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True friends are the people who are there for you unconditionally
They are the people who never question you
and support you no matter what the circumstances are
They are the people worth living for



all I want now is
not money
not fame
not the luxuries the world can offer me
I just want my family and him by my side now
in my eyes,
they are the ones that I really care for
nothing else matters anymore

say whatever you want
and think however you wish
I've already played my part
I've tried and have explained
believe it or not
it's up to you

so from now on,
I'll continue to live my live just the way it is
I don't give a shit about the things that has been going on
not the conflicts
not the misunderstanding
not the judgments
not the backstabbing
and definitely not the gossips

all I want to do is to finish my studies
and go back to where I belong
to where my home
my shelter
and my comfort is.



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Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you !!

a very blessed birthday to my friend Maxine Yong
Wishing you the happiest of birthdays
and
Hope your birthday blossoms into many dreams come true !

I finally found the time not to be lazy and upload all the pictures we took from Manchester
thanks to Tzer's bf for taking the pictures for us
and thanks TZER and her BF again for being such wonderful host to us during our stay
♥

at Old Trafford Stadium

at Old Trafford Shopping Centre

at Tzer's bf place for steamboat dinner
it was YUMMY !!
thanks guys..

at Manchester's ChinaTown

IMMA shopping addict !!

IMMA in love with my Burberry bag
♥

and last but not least,
Krispy Kreme Donuts for some special people
♥

a piece of quote I took from the "Our Daily Bread"
which says that :

Looking ahead, though, is not always so clear.

Have you ever had that lost feeling when the road ahead seems twisted, foggy, and scary?

Before you move into next year, stop and look in the rearview mirror of the year gone by,

and joyfully realize that God meant it when

He said, “‘I will never leave you nor forsake you.’

So we may boldly say: ‘The Lord is my helper; I will not fear’ ” (Heb. 13:5-6).

With the promise of God’s presence and help in mind,

you can move ahead into 2011 with utmost confidence.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 ♥